Sunday 18 September 2022

Sab Tera

On the way to Goregaon Railway Station is a small room with simple iron grilles and inside sits Lord Ganesha. Most people would miss it but not my better half. She has great faith and love in this pot bellied God whose enormous size and opulent celebrations in Mumbai during this time is unmatched anywhere in the country. Whenever D passes this way, she will fold her hands in obeisance and pull out a tenner or so and put it in the box lying near the grilled opening. Over the years, I too have taken to the same routine. If I miss putting the coin or note into the box on my onward journey, I will surely do it on my way back. She is not alone for most people passing this road will perform the same act, for some the prayer time before the lord maybe longer and for some a piece of fruit or flower replaces the coin in the box. To D, He is the Lord in whom she believes and trusts. To me, He’s my partner’s favourite, so I follow in obeisance of her.

Painting by Mayuri Rajbonshi R

One night, as I was on my way home from the station after a long hard day at work, it was unusually dark and lonely on that road. As I stopped to look at the Lord before me, I felt someone was asking me to step into the room…the sanctum sanctorum. Don’t know what came over me, I opened up my shoes and went inside and sat down looking straight ahead when I heard…

 Hello…you seem to be disturbed today. Anything wrong and is there anything I can do to help? Do you want some boons from me? I am the generous one and can fulfil your wishes.

I looked around and found no one in the room other than me. It felt pretty loony but still spoke…

I am not disturbed but I have had some questions in my mind for quite some time now but am unable to get the right answers. I seek no boon from you for that would be unfair to others.

Knowledge I have in abundance and gyan is for me to give. So shoot…ask your questions. I will try and give you some answers but can’t say for certain whether it will help you or not. Just limit your questions to three for today for I have to listen to all the other people walking by.

Three you said, so shall it be three questions only.

Question One: Sab Tera


देख भाई
जब कुछ अच्छा हो
तो सब कहें
सब तेरा
जो अच्छा ना होवे
तो बोलें
मैं बुरा , जग बुरा

जब लोगों की तरक्की हो
धन बढ़े
सब बोले की
सब तेरा
पर
जब महामारी हुई
लोगों को परेशानी हुई
नौकरियां चली गयी
घर से बेघर हो गये
तब किसी ना कहा
यह भी तेरा
सब तेरा

 Bro, you need to take responsibility of all good and bad. You can’t just stand for all that’s good.

Question Two: Sab Mere


प्रिय गणेश जी
आप भारत में रहते हैं
इसके संविधान की रक्षा भी आपकी ज़िम्मेवारी
सोशलिज्म और सेकुलरिज्म के बारे में तो ज़रूर सुना होगा
अगर यह सच है तो लोगों में इतने फासले क्यों हैं
एक मुट्ठी भर लोग
सारा धन ले बैठे हैं
और जनता को दिन में एक सूखी रोटी भी नसीब नहीं होती है
अगर सब आपके संतान हैं
तो यह छोटा -बड़ा, काम – ज़्यादा क्यों ?

क्या आपको पता है गणेश जी
की दुनिया में सबसे ज़्यादा जानें क्यों जाती हैं ?
देशों के युद्ध में नहीं , बीमारी से भी नहीं
धर्म के नाम पे
और तुम बोलते हो सब मेरे
काबा - काशी के झगड़े ख़तम क्यों नहीं कर देते हो भाई ?

Bro, you need to unify people in the name of God and Goodness and bring about some semblance of equity in this unequal world.

 Question Three: Kab Mera


मेरा आखरी सवाल है
कब मेरा नंबर आएगा?
मुझे पता है की कल सुबह कब सूरज निकलेगा
पर ये नहीं पता मैं उसको देख पाउँगा या नहीं
मुझे बीते हुए इतिहास की हर तारिख का पता है
कब ,कहाँ और कैसे हुआ
पर यह नहीं पता
अपने अगले पल का
ज़िन्दगी और मौत –ये दो दिन
कब किसका नंबर आएगा
इसका पता चल जाये तो बहुत अच्छा होगा भोले बाबा.

Bro, if people knew the end date, they would plan their lives better.

The Lord looked at me and smiled, ear to ear. He then spoke up:


मैंने कब कहा की सब भला मेरा - Sab Tera है रे पगले
मैंने कब कहा की यह मेरा और यह मेरा नहीं - Sab Mere है रे पगले
यह तो तूने ही इंसानों के बीच दीवारें खड़ी कर दी है रे पगले
और तेरे तीसरे सवाल का जवाब है की अगर इंसान को पता चल जाये , तो वो या तो ख़ुशी से या डर से पहले ही मर जाये गा . तो kab mera तो मुझ पे ही छोड़ दे पगले.

Bhagwan ji I asked you so many difficult questions but you replied to me in two lines?

The Lord smiled, handed me a modak and said:

You know why I have such large ears and so small a mouth? It is simple truth that you should adopt in life...talk less, hear more.... it will hold you in good stead.

The light inside the room suddenly went off and the sweet voice spoke for one last time:

चल पगले आगे बड़ . लगता है तेरी रिटायरमेंट का दिन करीब है इसी लिए तू इतनी चिंता कर रहा है .  Kab ki चिंता छोड़, ज़िन्दगी जी ले ज़रा खुली हवा में. बाकी सब मुझपे छोड़ दे. क्योंकि  जो  sab tera वो  sab mera.

SS

Sunday 11 September 2022

The Eye in the Artist

I never paint dreams or nightmares. I paint my own reality. Frida Kahlo


Wherever I go, there are two things that I ensure. One, I keep a day to explore the city on foot and two, I book for museums in advance, exploring at leisure. Over the years I had the pleasure and fortune of visiting the Uffizi Gallery in Florence, the Borghese Gallery in Rome, the Vatican Museums, The Philadelphia Museum of Art, The Van Gogh Museum, Amsterdam, The Rijksmuseum, Amsterdam and the Museum of Modern Art, New York. 


Why did van Gogh draw swirling clouds? Why were Monet’s bridges suddenly darker in tone than the water lilies in the pond? We often wonder if they drew what they saw or what they perceived. Several studies have tried to analyze these, and many have hypothesized the medical reasons for some great artists which could have influenced their way of art. In the absence of any documented details or medical diagnosis, many of them remain speculations. I started reading up and here is a brief account of the world of art through the eyes of some of the greatest artists in history. 


Vincent van Gogh (1853–1890)

Perhaps the most talented and tragic of the lot, van Gogh, attained recognition posthumously having sold only a single painting in his lifetime. Nonetheless, his art is a reflection of the beauty and turmoil that lay within one of the most misunderstood artists of his time. The Sunflowers, 1888–1889, a set of five paintings that Vincent envisioned and drew, have fascinated connoisseurs and even lay persons for years. A stark contrast from the large, blooming blossoms that one associates with sunflowers, van Gogh drew them in a more subdued form. He found the beauty in the drying or budding flowers. But what stands out to anybody who lays eyes on them is the color yellow! The yellow color also dominates many of his Self PortraitsThe Bedroom, and The Yellow House. Historians and scholars have suggested that van Gogh was suffering from a condition known as xanthopsia, which results in the person seeing yellow. Medical textbooks list 13 chemicals that can result in xanthopsia. A possible cause could be that he was being treated for his manic depressive state by a medicine called digitalis. One can see the foxglove plant, from which digitalis is derived, in the painting of Dr. Gachet, Portrait of Doctor Gachet, 1890. Prolonged and toxic doses of digitalis are known to produce xanthopsia. Additionally, the consumption of absinthe, a popular liquor in France in that period, could have also resulted in his xanthopsia. Santonin, a drug used to treat gastrointestinal disturbances, which the artist was known to suffer from, could also be the drug responsible for his xanthopsia.


Vincent van Gogh’s Sunflowers, 1888-89, van Gogh Museum, Amsterdam, painted in 3 shades of yellow. (From https://www.vangoghmuseum.nl/en/collection/s0031v1962) 


While in an asylum in Saint Rémy, he drew one of his most famous and beloved masterpieces, The Starry Night, 1889. Anything said or written about the painting fails to bring any justice to this piece of work and I will refrain from it. However, a striking feature that cannot be missed is the swirling clouds, and the bright halos around the moon and the stars. Many scientists believe that this was the diffraction of light seen by the artist. Van Gogh used lead‑based paints and lead poisoning could have very well resulted in retinal inflammation, which could explain the halos that he possibly saw around bright objects. There are also theories that suggest that van Gogh was suffering from narrow‑angle glaucoma attacks, which could produce episodes of blurry vision. Their appearance in paintings set at night, The Starry Night or The Night Café, also supports this possibility, when a pupil in the mid‑dilated state in low illumination could precipitate attacks of angle closure. Visual hallucinations of the artist could also produce the scene. However, one must consider that the village he drew in the painting The Starry Night was also not the view seen through his window and therefore the entire painting may just be a product of his vivid imagination.

Vincent drew multiple self‑portraits. These were more of a form of practice of his technique because he was not able to afford models. In each of his portraits, the eyes are of a different color. It may be that van Gogh had heterochromia, a condition where the two irises are of different colours, or simply eyes that saw the world differently.


The Starry Night, Saint Rémy, 1889, Museum of Modern Art, New York, Vincent van Gogh (From https://www.moma.org/collection/works/79802)


Self-Portrait with Grey Felt Hat, 1887-88, Van Gogh Museum, Amsterdam, Vincent Van Gogh (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Portraits_of_Vincent_van_Gogh)


Claude Monet (1840–1926)
When Claude Monet revealed his painting, Impression, Sunrise, 1872, he started a new era of art, Impressionism, where artists diverted from religious motifs to scenes from real life. Monet, known for his faithful portrayal of nature, developed age‑related cataract that affected his vision and sense of contrast. This is best appreciated when one compares his paintings Bridge over a Pond of Water Lilies, 1899, drowned in the soothing cool tones of blue with The Japanese Bridge, 1922, painted at a later stage of life, with darker hues. Monet was aware of his failing sight, as he wrote, “My bad eyesight meant that I saw everything in a fog. It’s very beautiful and it’s what I would like to be able to represent in my art.” Even in Water Lilies, 1919, the scene is blurry, details less accentuated, which adds to the beauty of the painting. He refused to be operated on for his cataract for a long time, understandably because of poor success and crude techniques of surgery in that period. “(I could) no longer perceive colors with the same intensity. Red appeared muddy to me, pink insipid, and the intermediate or lower tones escaped me. What I painted was more and more dark, more and more like an old picture.” Ultimately, when he could no longer make out the color of the paints and relied on his memory for the order he kept them in, he agreed to undergo cataract surgery in the right eye. There were no intraocular lenses at that time, and he had to wear high powered glasses with poor visual recovery. He refused to get the left eye operated, and the two eyes had differing color perception with the right eye now more sensitive to blue and violet, which were earlier being filtered by the dense cataract. In Monet’s own words about the surgery, “criminal to have put me in this situation,” and “if I was condemned to see nature as I see it now, I’d prefer to be blind and keep my memories of the beauties I’ve always seen.”


Bridge over a Pond of Water Lilies, 1899, The Met, New York, Claude Monet (From https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Bridge_Over_a_Pond_of_Water_Lilies,_Claude_Monet_1899.jpg)


The Japanese Footbridge, 1922, Museum of Modern Art, New York, Claude Monet (From https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Claude_Monet_-_The_Japanese_Footbridge,_Giverny_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg)


Edgar Degas (1834–1917)

The artist, who was known for his ability to capture the heart and grace of dancers, developed progressive loss of vision from diseases of the retina, age‑related macular degeneration and chorioretinitis.  An English painter, Sickert wrote, “It was natural that during the years when I knew him [Degas], that he should sometimes have spoken of the torment that is to draw, when he could only see around the spot at which he was looking, and never at the spot itself.” Although his vision failed him, his spirit was not broken. He started making sculptures because he could no longer work as a painter. Michael F. Marmor, an ophthalmologist, studied Degas’ correspondence and using computational simulations tried to unravel his visual deterioration.  Although his central vision became blurry and his paintings became more coarse, it is possible that the painter himself did not notice much difference in his work. Marmor also suggested that because the painter realized his poor vision in his thirties, when he could not fire a rifle using his right eye, it was a macular disease other than age‑related macular degeneration, like Stargardt disease. This is supported by the fact that his cousin also had poor central vision.


La Classe de Danse, 1873-76, Musée d’Orsay, Paris, Edgar Degas. The central 1/3rd of the painting has fuzzy details as compared to the periphery which has perfect contrast and colour. (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Ballet_Class_(Degas,_Musée_d%27Orsay)


Leonardo da Vinci (1452–1519)

A painter, a scientist, an engineer, a sculptor, and a genius in every sense, da Vinci is believed to have had strabismus or squint. According to a study at the University of London, the squint was a boon rather than a bane for da Vinci. The three‑dimensional effect in his paintings that has captured the attention of millions and has, in fact, remained unmatched could be attributed to his strabismus.


Annunciation, 1472-1476, Uffizi, Florence, Leonardo Da Vinci 
(From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Annunciation_(Leonardo))


Rembrandt van Rijn (1606–1669)
The Dutch master is said to have also suffered from strabismus, as seen in his self‑portraits. Artists often close one eye to represent three‑dimensional form on the canvas in two‑dimension, which explains why the misaligned eye never affected his work. Neuroscientists Margaret S. Livingstone and Bevil R. Conway have shown that artists often have poorer stereovision or binocular vision with depth perception. Rembrandt’s paintings in the later stages also became darker that have led scientists to speculate that he also developed age‑related cataract and macular degeneration.


Self-Portrait 1660, The Met, New York, Rembrandt (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-Portrait_%28Rembrandt,_Altman%29)


Paul Cézanne (1839–1906)

A myope, Cezanne’s work reflects his near‑sightedness. The closer objects in his paintings are in sharp focus while his landscapes are blurry.


Mont Sainte-Victoire and the Viaduct of the Arc River Valley, 1882-1885, Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York, Paul Cézanne (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mont_Sainte-Victoire_and_the_Viaduct_of_the_Arc_River_Valley)

El Greco (1541–1614)

The Mannerist artist of the Spanish Renaissance, El Greco’s work is striking for the vertical elongation of the figures in his paintings with religious and mystical elements. In 1913, Germán Beritens, an ophthalmologist, suggested that this could be attributed to his astigmatism (cylindrical power), and he demonstrated this using an optical lens. However, his theory is countered by the argument that astigmatism would affect the artist’s perception both of the subject and the canvas, thereby negating the effect. In addition, in his paintings, even horizontally placed objects, such as hands, were often elongated, which makes it more probable that this was El Greco’s style rather than the outcome of a visual pathology.

It has also been suggested that the artist’s refractive error was overcorrected with a lens that caused the images to be stretched horizontally. To counter this, the artist ended up painting subjects that were vertically stretched. Stuart Anstis, a vision scientist at the University of California, tested this hypothesis using specially designed telescopes that would stretch the retinal images horizontally by 30%. When the subjects attempted to draw a square from memory, the drawing was a tall and thin rectangle. But when the subjects actually visualized and copied a square, it was a perfect replica. This is described as the El Greco effect where drawings from memory are different from the original. When the same subject was made to wear this telescope for two days, the visualized square remained unchanged but that drawn from memory progressively became shorter and at the end of the second day, became exact replicas. Thus, even if El Greco suffered from astigmatism, he would have adapted to it. The fact that angels and religious figures were painted taller than secular people also suggests that El Greco adopted this style by choice.


El Greco’s St. Jerome, 1609, Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York. While the figure is vertically elongated, the hand is also elongated even though placed horizontally. (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Jerome_%28El_Greco%29) 


El Greco’s St. Andrew and St Francis, 1595-1598, Prado, Madrid (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Andrew_and_Saint_Francis)


Charles Meryon (1821–1868)

The artist, whose work dazzled even Victor Hugo, suffered from X‑linked red‑green color deficiency. The longer wavelengths of light such as red and orange are perceived as yellow or gray and Meryon’s etchings were a result of this, where the artist retained the contrast sensitivity of light and dark. Meryon was able to tug in the depths of emotions with just grades of black and white in his etchings.

 

Georgia O’Keeffe (1887–1986)

The paintings of the American artist became progressively flat and less detailed as she developed bilateral age‑related macular degeneration.

 

Francis Bacon (1909–1992)

Margaret Thatcher once described Bacon as, “The man who paints those dreadful pictures.” Bacon’s works are no doubt haunting and unsettling, with the distorted representation of the human body, specifically the face. According to Safran et al., from the University of Geneva, Bacon suffered from dysmorphopsia, a neurological disorder. Bacon himself described his perception of faces as ever‑changing.


Three Studies for a Portrait of Henrietta Moraes, 1963, Francis Bacon. (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francis_Bacon_(artist))


Francisco Goya (1746–1828)

The Spanish artist suffered from a mysterious disease in his mid‑life with loss of vision, hearing, hemiparesis, vertigo, abdominal pain, confusion, and malaise. His symptoms have led to the differentials of late acquired syphilis, Vogt-Koyanagi-Harada Disease, Cogan’s syndrome, lead toxicity, and malaria treated with quinine with resultant quinine toxicity. The artist recovered and went on to live until 82 years of age; however, the themes in his paintings became darker with elements of psychosis and horror. One wonders if the illness left a permanent mark on the way the world appeared to him.


Goya’s The Bewitched Man, 1798, National Gallery, London (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bewitched_Man)


 Edvard Munch (1863–1944)

The Norwegian painter, known for his paintings with psychological themes with striking colors, had an amblyopic or lazy left eye. In 1930, he suffered from a vitreous hemorrhage in his seeing right eye (bleeding inside the eye) and was not able to work for several months. The vitreous hemorrhage could have been because of hypertension, retinal tear, vascular malformation, or wet type of age‑related macular degeneration. Known as the Father of Expressionism, Munch drew a series of sketches, depicting the course of the intraocular hemorrhage and how it changed over time. Several of his paintings during the healing phase had a sinister bird that is believed to be a scotomaor a black spot in his visual field from the vitreous debris from resolving hemorrhage. In another painting where he shows himself in bed, checking the vision of his right eye with his left eye covered, he painted Death’s head at the foot of the bed. The bird and the dark scotomas disappeared from his paintings by 1931.


The Scream, Edvard Munch,  1893, National Gallery, Oslo (From https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Edvard_Munch) 


The Artist with a skull: Optical Illusion from the Eye Disease, Edvard Munch 1930, Munch Museum, Oslo, (From https://www.tate.org.uk/tate-etc/issue-25-summer-2012/inside-eye-beholder)



Many conditions such as cataract, glaucoma, macular degeneration, astigmatism, and strabismus are easily diagnosed and treated now. Revisiting the lives and works of these artists not only makes us laud the scientific advancements made but also makes us understand that a doctor must retain his humanity and go beyond the objective treatment of the disease to addressing the concerns of the patient. One also marvels at the tenacity, the will, and the passion of the Masters. The work of an artist sometimes sings a soothing hymn, sometimes mirrors his thoughts, and at times Screams out the turmoils in his heart. When, how, and who actually hears and sees them, he does not know, for the world wears a blindfold while a failing eye draws the most terrible truths with clarity.

 

“I do not paint a portrait to look like the subject, rather does the person grow to look like his portrait.” Salvador Dali

 

MS

 

P.S. This is part of a monthly column I write in the Indian Journal of Ophthalmology, Tales of Yore, that delves into the lives and works of the legends of ophthalmology and the mysteries of histories!


Sen M, Honavar SG. The Eye in the Artist. Indian Journal of Ophthalmology. 2022 Sep 1;70(9):3182-7.

https://journals.lww.com/ijo/Fulltext/2022/09000/The_Eye_in_the_Artist.4.aspx