There appeared to be much commotion and the people were to be seen all
over the place, some inside the house and others on the road outside. They were
all talking in hushed voices and their faces looked sullen. Some young men
seemed busier than the others and a closer look revealed that they were putting
together a simple wooden frame with bamboo cords tied at the corners and flat,
wooden planks at the lower end. A body wrapped in white bedsheet was placed on
it and people started placing flowers and wreaths on top. The white sheet of
cloth was pulled down slightly to reveal the face of the old man lying there.
There were cotton balls stuffed in both his nostrils, tulsi leaves on his eyelids and some sandalwood paste on his
forehead. A handful of agarbattis
were lit to give the air a serene smell and the pundit was chanting the Vedic scriptures
appropriate to the occasion. A lady in white saree sat next to the man and was
in tears. She was in the company of some other women who, too, were teary eyed
and the collective crying could be heard quite a distance away. Close to the
body stood a kurta-pyjama clad man in his early thirties and a young woman in
saree. A small baby, no more than three years old, was also to be seen crying
while holding on to the saree pallu
of the lady standing. This couple appeared to be related to the departed man
for they were seen to be giving some directions to the group of active
youngsters on what to do next. By now the hearse had come and the man was
lifted on to the shoulders of the young men and the related man was seen to be
heading the procession with an earthen pot, slung with coir cords, held in his
hand. Now the crying sound of the women grew louder as did the collective and
rhythmic sounds of the men….ram naam
satya hai…The body was placed in the carriage with care and the vehicle
slowly moved and the men and women started walking slowly along. While some
people followed the hearse in their vehicles, others dispersed to their
respective homes.
When all had departed from the house, there were just three souls left
behind in the departed man’s house…..his wife, his little grand-daughter and his
big , black dog. The lady was crying for her partner of long, the baby was
crying that her parents had not taken her wherever they had gone and the dog
was the only one who maintained a stoic silence. The dog lay quietly under a divan in the living room without any
movement. On normal days this Doberman, called Ivan, would charge at outsiders
and bark ferociously at the smallest pretext. But today was very different for
this ever alert dog. The death of the master of the house was something even
this ferocious animal understood and reacted with calmness and quietness quite
unlike his usual demeanor. The old lady meanwhile wiped off her tears as she
saw the time on the wall clock. It was seven in the evening and time for Ivan’s
dinner. She had already prepared Ivan’s favourite mincemeat and chappatis in the afternoon itself, which
was well before the sudden demise of her husband. The dog, who was an integral part
of the family, had to be fed and this was one task she would do diligently come
rain or sun. She went to the kitchen, heated the food, put it in bowl and
called Ivan to eat. On normal days, Ivan would rush to the bowl and finish the
meal in no time but today he lay still under the bed. No matter how much the
lady tried to make him come out and eat, the dog did not budge and just kept
looking blank and motionless. The food and the water just lay there untouched.
The lady’s attention now went on to her sobbing grandchild who was a bit
too young to understand the mysteries and emotions relating to life and death. The kid was crying louder than ever before as
she was missing her parents and, maybe, in her own way missing her grandpa who
would constantly carry her in his arms and walk around the garden showing her
flowers during the day and the sky with the moon and stars at night. The lady
washed her hands repeatedly before proceeding to the kitchen once more to
prepare hot rice to which she added with a big dollop of butter, a boiled egg
and a sprinkling of salt. She now bent down to lift the little baby and hold
her tight close to her chest, kissed her on both the cheeks and placed her on
top of the dining table with a bib round her neck. She even tried to sing a
song but the little one just would not be pacified. She kept on crying and
tears were rolling down her chubby cheeks. With great difficulty, the old lady
was able to get the baby to eat the meal and the crying had now taken a break.
The kid now said, “Nani, play with me.” The lady was terribly sad for she had
lost her partner for over forty years but here she was facing a dilemma. While
she was planning to now have some time of her own to grieve, the kid was
oblivious of the tragedy in the family and wanted to play. She forced a smile
and nodded her head in agreement to the demands of the kid who was now getting
into her elements and started giggling and mumbling.
The first game they played was hide and seek. There were a lot of places
for the little one to hide, and even though the granny knew the hideouts, she
made sure to act as if she did not know and kept looking here and there to the utter
amusement of the girl who would giggle from her place of hiding. When the
granny had her chance to hide, the child would quickly find her and feel happy
at having won the game. Now the action moved to the board game of Ludo. The
granny made sure that the best dice numbers were always for the girl on the
opposite side and in no time ensured her four green dots moved into the central
victory box while her own red dots remained either inside the starting box or
somewhere en-route to home. The little one was now all bubbly and excited and
forgot all about the tears which were flowing down a little while ago. After
the second straight win, the kid wanted the granny to sit with her as she
showed off her knowledge about the nursery rhymes in English and Bangla. She
rattled off rhymes one after the other by just looking at the picture in each
page as the granny flipped through the pages. Having heard these rhymes on the
cassette player many times and having rattled them off in the presence of her
parents on a daily basis, she seemed to have mastered them all. The only flaw
that you could find was in some of her pronunciations which sounded funny
especially when it came to some typical Bengali ones. By now the little girl
was tired and both she and her granny slipped under the mosquito net to rest.
It was now granny’s turn to tell fairy-tales.
For how long the story telling session lasted is not known but when the
girl’s parents returned after cremating the old man some hours later, they found
the main door of the house open and the rooms illuminated. As they walked into
the bedroom they saw the dog lying quietly on the floor next to the bed. The
little girl was sleeping atop the granny like a frog with her hands and legs
spread in four directions and the old lady, too, was asleep. An unexpected
peace had dawned on the louse. While the old master of the house was resting in
eternal peace after the embers had cooled down at the cremation grounds, the people
he left behind, too, seemed to be resting in peace at home. He surely must have
been a good soul who would have troubled none in his lifetime or even after.
SS
Pain and peace...... beautiful piece of writing,sirji....
ReplyDeleteThis felt so restful and peaceful. Good writing makes you imagine and I could imagine and be present in the various scenarios. Could actually feel the peace of that home.
ReplyDeleteAnd life goes on....
ReplyDeleteR.I.P.
ReplyDeleteReality depicted beautifully.
ReplyDeleteSensitive, well written.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written. So vital to live in peace before resting in eternal peace.
ReplyDeleteVery sensative
ReplyDeleteAs always, your writing stirs thoughts, memories and emotions.
ReplyDeleteTouched
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